Monday, June 27
I'm feeling sad and lonely this evening. My sister, Sarah, has gotten the results of her PET scan and it appears that her multiple myeloma, which has been in remission for the last four and a half years, may be coming back. If it is, it's in a very early stage, and most likely can be knocked back with chemotherapy -- but it's not happy news, even so, and it feels hard right now to be so far away from her.
Tuesday, June 28
After I got the weight-distributing plates put on the back door of the van, we headed north toward Silverton. We’re now camped at Molas Lake Park, a Town of Silverton park about six miles south of town. It's a dramatically beautiful setting, a fairly small lake surrounded by mountains, most of which still have some snow on them. In close to the lake it's a mix of meadows and spruce forest.
My practice of getting up before the sun rises has fallen by the wayside – partly because it gets light very early, partly because it’s pretty cold here in the mountains before the sun rises – but mostly because I love lying in bed and taking my sweet time getting up.
This morning I was doing exactly that, listening to BBC World Service on my XM Satellite radio (my second choice for morning listening – when I can get it I listen to NPR’s Morning Edition). At about 7:30 a.m., when the sun had been up for half an hour or so, I heard a tapping sound. I couldn’t think what it could be, and as I listened to it more, it sounded like something dripping. I had visions of all sorts of things that might be disintegrating in the camper, but when I got up and tracked it down, it was water dripping from the raised penthouse roof of the van, as the heavy frost melted in the sun.
The haze from the wildfires in Arizona and Utah isn’t as bad here as it was yesterday morning in Durango, but it’s enough to make a difference in the clarity of the view, and there’s a faint smell of smoke that I don’t think is coming from campfires.
Thursday, June 30
This morning I rented a canoe and paddled around the lake. I took Jacob with me, but riding in a tippy canoe with a slippery bottom that he couldn’t get a purchase on with his paws was not his idea of a good way to spend his time. First I had to convince him that he had to stay in the canoe. Once he got that idea, he was quite good, sitting still with his head on my knee, but I couldn’t get him to ride in the front of the canoe, where I really wanted him to provide ballast. We started our ride at the opposite end of the lake from my campsite, so when we got to that end of the lake I let Jake out and tied him up at the campsite while I continued around the lake. He’s gotten to be so good; even when a string of horses and riders went right past the campsite, he just barked once.
I talked with Sarah this afternoon. She's feeling much more positive than she was on Monday,and is looking forward to FGC (Friends General Conference, a yearly gathering of unprogrammed, liberal Friends, for those of you who are not Quakers). It was good to talk with her.
I will probably leave here on Saturday, heading north toward Wyoming.